Saturday, December 13, 2008

1st 30 second update starting....NOW!

Hi........lol........Im in a lot of pain......and in need of a lot of prayer! You know.....you think your good...but then WAM!............................and man my heart is aching today like I dont think it ever has.........I sound like a wimp......man it just hurts so bad......most of the time im pretty much hard..... not like "mean" hard...but just not the crying type.....and after this terrible summer I learned to suck it up a LOT and paint a smile on my face........but last night.....I cried......weeped is more like it......I dont think ive weeped like that before in my life........and the mask came off.............

The only think I hold onto now is God.........no one else....nothing else...........but God........I know He can get me through this..........................................but man its one heck of a lonely road now....and I know the Lord knows the way through the forest.................he just planted some big trees in the way........

30 seconds is up lol...i hope I dont sound to beat down....guess I just need some time on my knees!


Ty

3 comments:

  1. Praying for you as always...and remember you can't fall if you are on your knees. =)

    Either you have a slow clock or u are a fast typer! hehe

    Love ya,
    Rachy

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  2. So what are you guys doing for Christmas??

    We were going to go to WV, but since grandma isn't feeling her best we are staying here.

    Laters

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  3. Praying for you too Ty, not only can you not fall while you are on your knees, but that is when you stand the tallest.;)

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